8/12/2014

復出江湖 ??

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很久沒更新blog了 ,大概有4年吧 。
其實一直很想寫 ,卻沒時間(因為我寫一篇都要反覆搞很久),最近決定動手下筆 ,是因為Françoise的關係 ,很想寫些東西給她 ,但不知要寫在哪 ……
我不是個好朋友 ,尤其是這幾年家裡的事情很忙 ,每次寫信給她都是千篇一律的問候和說一些沒營養的事情 ,現在後悔也來不及了 ……
昨天去買鞋 ,店員問我之前買哪一雙 ,翻著blog看到七年前和老農去買鞋子的文章 ,幸好當時有記錄和拍照 ,也感嘆就應該是這樣 ,要把和朋友相處的點滴記錄下來 ,此生才不會有遺憾 。
Facebook或G+不適合長篇大論 ,就還是回到原點吧 ……

To Françoise

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Dear Françoise,

I knew you don't received emails anymore, but I want to write to you.
I still can't believe your lost from Cecile.
I was not a good friend to you , but you always treat me so nice …
I want to write mails to you from last week, however I didn't. Now, I can't mail to you anymore.
I knew you had cancer and took a treatment, you felt uncomfortable and pain, but I believed you would recover healthy soon. Why ……bad things happened ……
I always tell Ting-An about you, and I wonder we will go to France to visit you in the future, however, you won't be there, this is a really sad news to us.
I told Ting-An this bad news, she doesn't understand live and dead, I will tell her about you more in the future.
How can I let you know how sad I am …… I will miss you forever ……

Saunier